Monday, April 6, 2009

already, not yet...

Dec 3rd, 2007: Greg, we'd like to honor your work as a shift supervisor for Starbucks and the three separate (and not terribly different) job interviews we just put you through by making you an Assistant Store Manager!! Where? Rolling Meadows. We know you've never heard of it and that you currently live nearly an hour away in unincorporated Kane County, but it's your destiny!

Feb 3rd, 2009: Greg, you've been in the 6 month ASM program for 14 months now, and though we've shut down around 600 stores and have cut labor like a Hebraic foreskin... but do we have an opportunity for you!! Woodfield Mall! We need a store manager of your caliber to begin immediately. Nevermind the store you're at and your schedule next week, just take over in a new position in 3 days at store you've never really visited... it's your destiny!

Feb 20th, 2009: Greg, nevermind this very slow ('cept on the weekends) cafe store whose mall hours you've recently finally become accustomed to, or all the advancements you're making with the partners and the HUGE promotional platform you've prepared the place for; What you need is a place where you can leverage your drive through experience! How about an underperforming store in Northlake? Where is that? Think Elmhurst, but farther and with 1/3 of the capital and 3x the ghetto. It's losing money left and right, we need you there, it's your destiny!

Mar 27th, 2009: Greg, we regret to inform you that your new store is, as expected, going to be shut down in the near future. Thanks for taking over and cleaning up the place, it'll be a whole easier to pull the plug on this place now that it's running more smoothly. We have no idea what's going to become of you, but rest assured we will find a home for you... a store to foster your talents, where you can grow as a manager and where you can develop and shepherd other people... a place where you can fulfill your destiny!

April 6th, 2009: How does one interpret Providence in light of life's circumstances? How much of the cliche is true that says, "When God closes a door, he opens a window"? What is destiny anyway? Walk by faith, not by sight, I know the plans I have for you, all things work for the good of those who love God, Follow Me, it's your destiny!

Thursday, March 5, 2009

onto-relational chores

I should be writing this in the outline for our Small Group: Growing in Virtue, which convenes in T minus nine hours; but i'm working on getting into the Blog scene (why?!? call it corporate solidarity, community?, whatever, that's a different post altogether)

Love. That's tonight's virtue. I was just doing a whole lotta dishes and even though it's Lent, i had an epiphany. These kinds of things happen often while I'm working with my hands... whether doodling, landscaping, barista-ing, or in this case Husbandry (that means doing things around the house, right?). For whatever reason, God seems to have built into me a strong connection between my devotional thought-life and manual labor, for which I am quite thankful... i love doing both!

So, as i'm watching the sudsy bubbles of my hard work swirl down the drain, i make a connection between the nature of Trinitarian love and the water cycle... [pause for reflection] Okay, so to start with Trinitarian love, like you do: Before there was anything, there was God- Father, Son, and Holy Spirit, one God in perfect community, giving and receiving love in perpetua. Then God said, "Let there be..." the God who be, called forth things outside Himself to be, so that the loving community could expand all the more. God also said that is was all good in the hood... rough translation of the gangsta Hebrew. In doing so, He was saying, "I love you- it is good that you exist!"

In order to prevent blog boredom or the blog shock i'm prone to inducing by means of huge long-winded posts, i'll drop the analogy here: The water that was used today to make my dishes clean was in some form existant when the Spirit was hovering over them. The nature of the water cycle is to evaporate and condense so that the same molecules have been around since the initial act of creation, there has been no new creation of water and water hasn't ever simply disappeared from existance.

In the same way, the nature of love is to be continualy in flux, transitioning from being given to being received, such that it is against the nature of love to be stagnant. Stagnation in love would be to try to receive love without giving it back. The Trinity is always in love, giving and recieving perfect love in community, similarly, knowing that God loves us and receiving that love must necessarily initiate the act of us loving in return and sharing in the same love that has existed since existance itself began to be being.


Saturday, May 19, 2007

A sad sad day

on May 9th, 2007 Gregory Alan Pfeifer became a card-carrying member of the mid-west.

[moment of silence]

I got me an IL driver's license, complete with lame photo, "HZL" eyes, and type B restriction. This little number is certainly not gunning to win any beauty contests, sporting quite possibly the most depressing and sterile layouts of all 50 states (and more likely than not, all our little commonwealths as well). The hideously innocuous white backdrop with lifeless matte finish only stirs in the soul a pale reminder of the mid-west's drab boringitude (yes, so dull it warranted a new word... the rest of Webster's fell short). Leaving behind the maryland flag (by far the coolest and most original of all state flags), I now instead get to flaunt the "Seal of the State of Illinois Aug 26th 1818" (didn't even have the sense of propriety enough to spell out the whole month!). Granted, I may be lashing out in my depression, but the gray and brown world of the midwest has done well to bring me down... only the colorful people and city of Chicago (the diamond in the rough), oh and the sense that God wants me to be here (yet another theodical issue up for debate) keeps me in this sweet home.
I was just perusing the license for more to write about and realized that immediately above my goofy face with one-lazy eye (and not my usual lazy eye, either) were the bold letters drawing far too much attention to the obvious:

"DRIVERS LICENSE"

Apparently I'm holding license for a myriad of drivers, not just myself. The lack of the possessive apostrophe indicates that this is not the license of a Driver, but somehow a license of drivers.... (not sure where I'm going with this, soooo...)
I close with parting words since they are the ones with which to end monologues:
A Safer State with .08

Monday, November 27, 2006

gnu things...

I may or may not use this thing, but i needed it to communicate with the Knaebeles, so we'll see. I have a hard enough time putting stuff up over at www.xanga.com/gralpf